so monday i’m taking Jake to his first dillinger show.
i’ve been waiting forever for the chance to do this, and now that it’s here i’m nervous as hell about him not coming out of it whole… i guess logically i should be more worried about myself, considering the only reason i survived my first two dillinger shows was that i had been posted behind a merch table, and anyone walking out of this show completely unscathed is unfeasible.. but of course, that’s not the way my brain works.
but as much as i’m worried about him getting hurt, i’m also excited about him having the time of his life. they’re two very different feelings i’m having a hard time reconciling, and it’s making me giddy.
it’s almost here and i don’t want to wait anymore.
